It's been a long time but here I am...again.

So one year and one month has past since I moved to Barcelona. I'm sorry for not writing in a long time. I really don't know why I stopped writing in the first place...maybe I got to busy starting a new life here....which I have. Opened my own business, moved to a new place, moved again, bought a scooter, sold the scooter, bought a classic motorbike, enjoying the beach,sun and the warm weather etc. I will tell you guys about all that have happened since I stopped writing....but that's for later because now it's late and I'm kinda tired from working today..not that I worked alot today but still..haha.

So let me go to sleep and save up some energy and I will start writing again...but tomorrow.

Good Night y'all

Back in Barcelona...again

And it feels good too :o)
Was in Oslo, Norway for 2 weeks and almost died because of the cold.
I just can't manage the cold anymore...don't know why. When I was younger I had no problems at all with snow or cold weather...I even kind of enjoyed it...but now...BRRRRRR.

Arrived in Barcelona last thursday and it felt great. I like this city so much and all my friends here too. Been looking for a job as a masseur and when I was in Norway I found this add on a site where they were looking for a Swedish Masseur. I called them and made an apointment for an interview.
So I went there last friday and got the job :o)
I'm really happy about that because now I don't have to take that other crappy job that I was afraid I had to do. Like selling socks over the phone?! Who does that...or who buys that?!

Later...

Regresa a mi

No me abandones así
hablando sólo de ti.
Ven y devuelveme al fin
la sonrisa que se fue.
Una vez más tocar tu piel
el hondo suspirar.
Recuperemos lo que se ha perdido.

Regresa a mí,
quéreme otra vez,
borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mí.
Dime que sí
Yo no quiero llorar,
regresa a mí.

Extraño el amor que se fue,
extraño la dicha también.
Quiero que vengas a mí
y me vuelvas a querer.
No puedo más si tú no estás,
tienes que llegar.
Mi vida se apaga sin ti a mi lado.

No me abandones así,
hablando sólo de ti.
Devuelveme la pasión de tus brazos.

13:15 Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

No se puede vivir con tanto veneno (Shakira)

Siento que me duelas todavia aqui ,adentro
Y que a tu edad sepas bien lo que es
Romperle el corazon a alguien asi

Te echo de menos...

Yes, I'm alive ! :D

So alot of things has happened since last time. I don't even know where to start.

Well the spanish classes are finished and I can proudly say that I "graduated" with top grades. Now I only need to practise what I've learn.
What I can say is that it has been very useful to study a new language. I had forgotton about all the grammar and stuff. But thanks to this course it all came back and it made me think about how "we" speak our own native language so incorrectly. I'm not gonna go in to details but you who know the world of grammar knows what I'm talking about. Suddenly I'm thinking of the word's meaning and how they are used and sentences are divided in to analystic parts...who is the subject? What is the indirect object or direct object? Why are we using conditional, pluscuamperfect, imperfect and so on....I mean stuff like that. And I also want to point out that the spanish grammar is NOT easy. Compared to swedish or english grammar it's fucking hell...well it's not too difficult...quite much though. Also I can recommend grown ups to study a language or study your own language grammar again. Useful and interesting!

So what more to say....well I'll be staying in Barcelona over christmas...sorry folks. Mikael is coming over for a visit...during christmas I mean..that's gonna be so much fun. New years in Sweden though :D

Today was so strange...I was walking around in the center and the sun was shining like most of the days here in Barcelona...but now there are alot of santas and christmas decoration everywhere...feels strange...the weather down here does not make it feel like christmas time.
We are gonna have a christmas tree which me and Mikael are gonna decorate in a gayish way of course...hehe

And now when the school is finished I'm gonna try to start my own business as a masseur to make a living...let's see how that turns out...

Later....

Long time, nothing written...I know...

...but I've been busy enjoying life here in Barcelona and Sitges. I mean you have to go to the beach when it's a sunny day right?

...or just enjoying the view

...or going to Bear Pride, Independence Week in Sitges. Where I met som friends from London and also from Stockholm :D

...or drinking lots of Mojitos. Oh I LOVE Mojitos...and in Sitges at Mojito&CO they come in many ways....MMMMMMMM
...or meet your friends...

...and dance the whole night Long at The Organic in Sitges

...other than that I go to school as usual fighting with the spanish grammar. I really hate grammer but how else are you gonna learn a new language if not by grammer?
Also got a 125 cc motorbike to get around in this lovely city. No words about my job...guess I will call them again soon...maybe later today. Have had 3 friends from Stockholm for a short visit...that was fun. They helped me catching up with stuff in Stockholm, Sweden.

Was kinda cold here last week. Around 25 degrees celsius during the day and now I need to wear a jacket in the morning when I go by the motorbike. But the temperatures are rising again...thanks to god.

Time for homework...

Something to think about

So let me tell you a story.

One day a dad took his younger son outside to show him something. He brought a hammer, 50 nails, tongs and some paste. They went to this big wooden fence in the backyard.

-Son, I want you to nail all of these nails in to this fence. I don't care where you nail them just do it as quick as you can.

So he did and within 15 minutes he had nailed them all in to the fence.

-That was quick my son. Now I want you to take this tongs and pull them all out.

He looked at at his dad with a big questionmark in his face but did as his dad had told him to.
After pulling all the nails out of the fence he got his dad to show that he was all done.

-Good job my son. But look at all the holes. Not pretty! Here, take this paste and fill those holes for me.

-What? First you want me to nail 50 nails into the wall. Then you want me to pull them out and now you want me to fill all the holes with this paste?

-Yes, son. Just do it. I will tell you later why I made you do all this. Now carry on.

After several hours all the holes were filled but you could of course see where they used to be.

-Very good!! You did a good job. I'm proud of you. And now I will tell you why I made you do all of this. It's very easy to hurt somebody. Much more easier than nailing those nails into the wooden fence and that was not to much work, was it? And it's harder to say that you are sorry or to be forgiven. Like you discovered pulling the nails out of the fence, right? Finally as you can see it took alot of time to fill all these holes and yet you can see where they used to be. What I mean by this is: Even though you have said that you are sorry and have been forgiven there will always be trails and scars. You can not erase them. They will always be there...

-So think twice my son...It's easy to hurt somebody, harder to say you're sorry, it takes time to be forgiven and the scars are there forever!